25 October, 2009

BREAK (semBreak)

oh yeah... love ko talaga ang mga BREAK... LOL


masaya na malungkot ang sem break na ito... woohh mag two-2 years na ako sa UE.. naks... nakatagal din.. hahah after 3 universities..napirmi din ako..

anyways...

MASAYA ang sem na to dahil:

1. madami akong nakilala.
2. lumandi ako..onti.
3. madami akong natutunan.
4. MWF at Sat lang klase ko.
5. buhay pa ako.. ^_^

MALUNGKOT ang sem na to dahil:

1. twice akong dinegrade ng dalawa kong prof.. bad trip sila!
2. nakatikim ako ng quatro during prelim and midterm
3. nagkasakit ako during the semester 3 weeks akong absent!

~~~agoooy~~~

nahirapan ako this sem dahil lima ang MAJOR SUBJECTS ko..
soobrang hirap talaga lalo pa't MAG-ISA ako halos sa lahat ng ginagawa ko.
DEFINE: "sariling sikap"..

isa sa hindi ko malilimot eh yung Prof ko sa prog2:
almost an hour ata akong ginisa sa isang walang kwentang program...

Prof: tama ba tong program mo?
Ako: OPO tama... (tanga eh, ipapasa ko ba yun kung mali!)
Prof: ipaliwanag mo.
Ako: *pinaliwanag ko*
Prof: mali ka, hindi ganyan ang turo ko.
Ako: ma'am tama po yan, hindi nga po ganyan ang turo ninyo pero same lang po nang LOGIC yan eh..kasi di ba ang mga programmer iba iba ang diskarte. (ayup ka diskarte ko yan!)
Prof: alam mo ba sinasabi mo!
Ako: opo alam ko!
Prof: ALAMIN MO PA!
Ako: *tinitigan ko siya*.. thank you ma'am. *sabay alis!*

sa totoo lang WALA akong natutunan sa kanya.. WALA KAMING natutunan.. swear!
kahit itanong pa ninyo sa mga kaklase ko!
ang ayoko lang eh.. sa hinaba haba ng paliwanag ko, sana kinorek na lang niya kung mali. hindi yung sinasabi niya na HINDI KO ALAM ANG SINASABI KO! sobrang alam ko naman ang ginagawa ko eh, parang hindi siya prof. badtrip talaga! I would not take it personally anymore.. tapos na yun eh. kaso, ayoko na siyang maging prof. 90% ang final exam ko sa kanya! ewan ko lang kung ipapasa ako nun! kasi midterm palang badtrip na sa akin yun.. bow!

HAPPY SEMESTER BREAK!

GOODLUCK sa 2nd sem.

Thank you Lord... alam ko, may purpose sa lahat ng ups and downs ko... ^_^

Fighting!

30 August, 2009

EX?

okay..


*inhale----------exhale*!!!

lintek.

MY LIFE is SO PEACEFUL... until he pops again like a mushroom...came from no where..

DUH.... i hate to say this but HE's really annoying!

inadd ako sa FACEBOOK tapos nakipag chat... hindi naman talaga ako MATARAY.. pero umpisa palang ng conversation iba na ang kutob ko...

siya daw si AXE... kilala ko daw siya... eh tanang buhay ko I've never met a person named AXE..

yun pala siya daw ang EX ko...

sagot ko: "WALA AKONG EX.!"


okay.. hindi ako bitter duh its been 3 years or more, andami na nangyari, andami ko na nakilala, I'm at the point where okay na ang LL ko, tahimik na ang buhay ko.wag lang talaga akong guguluhin ng mga taong HINDI MARUNONG mag-sorry! ... I've move-on with him.. ang kinaiinisan ko lang.. FAKE NAME ... pa ginamit niya! eto pa... AFTER all what he did to me those CHEATING stuff and heart break events... NEVER as in NEVER pa siyang NAG-SORRY!!!!

all I'm asking is a SINCERE SORRY and he can't even say/do it....

so Mr. AXE or AARON wtf.. JUST GET A LIFE...

nakita ko pa puro justice-007 ang friends niya sa facebook... sore loser talaga!
wala ba siyang friends? as in OWN FRIENDS?


I don't hate him... I'm just annoyed by his presence.. It's hard to explain... kasi the pain he gave to me 3 years ago are healed yet it leaves a scar in my life.

__________________________________


hay.. ayan gumaan na pakiramdam ko...

kung nag sorry sana siya, eh di OKAY na.. kaso HINDI eh...

we are neighbors but we can never be friends!

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18 August, 2009

.Sad.

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through

It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong


And I'd do anything for you
I'll play your game
You've hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying

I'd still do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye..

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

I will do anything for you...



(a space for you...and for me...T_T )

05 August, 2009

just sad...Aug.5....=(

sobrang lungkot naman ng araw na to.... not just because today is mrs.aquino's burial but because...my tampuhan...lol


wala lang...parang yung last post ko... happiness...ngayon sadness...

kalungkot.. i know it's my fault... i am pushing him away... (push him away)... siyempre drama lang yun... tina try ko lang kung determine talaga siya...hoho...kaso nasobrahan na ata... ayun...
=(
waaaahh... i can't think of anything to say...

"Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to"



PS: he's also human.

01 August, 2009

This is it???.....!

This is it ?


Is this really is it?

lol

okay..okay... got my two exams last Saturday...wooooh HEAVY DUTY lol
ang hirap... pero madali (gulo ko) lalo na pag ang seatmate mo ang HARI ng KOPYAHAN sa UE...hahaha

thanks to him and to my notes na open namin ng bonggang bongga at naperfect ang mga dates sa HISTORY ng ___________... hahahah hope my prof would not read this...lol


okay... i'm back sa school...i'm happy some of my classmates do missed me "daw"... lol

yung iba naman akala nag-drop na daw ako...hoho

anyways... lets move on...


i wanna share something..lol
di ko alam kung nakakakilig ito o nakaka-jologs...

i think i'm falling...lol (parang gagu talaga....nakakasuya ata...hahah)
akala ko si Ms. NUMB to the tenth power na ako....hoho
but this time is different... iba siya...iba ako... lol
he's a cute guy, smart, witty, taas ng humor, at sobrang mushy...lol
we've known each other for awhile.taena niya!!! sabi niya na LOVE at first sight daw siya... bwahahaah (akala mo naman kagandahan ako...pooootek)
sobrang talino niya...(leche) for example nag uusap lang kami about TICKLE or kiliti aba inexplain talaga sa akin paano ka nakikiliti (biology topic) as in...puro nerves and so much science stuff na di ko na ma-recall yung iba... hahahah

ayoko talaga ng ganitong feeling...hmmmm..... ayoko pang ma-in-love...eeehhhhh
pero i can't stop naman ang aking puso kung talagang ma-iinlove na ako... taena.
siguro nasa 40% na ang love ko sa kanya... hahaha
mataas na rin yan..lol

he's 5'8 nga pala...hay.... lintek na height ko kasi,,,, and he's 20 years old too... oooohhhh no more child abuse.... he's taking up BS ECONOMICS in ________________ (secret) hahahah

wag sanang maudlot ang binulgar kong ka-jologsan...
masaya din na my companion ka... pero siyempre wala naman ako sa desperate mode ngayon... hoho...

kung magiging kami...eh di .....---- COOL
kung hindi,,,, mas COOL. .. hahaha

lol


+JOLOGS MODE+

_shie


24 July, 2009

I'm BACK with REVENGE...

^___^


Ohhhhh my Gossshhh/.... wtf.wth.wtn.... shocks...!! lol

woooooooohhh

i'm back guys... i've been gone for a very long time in this little space of mine and NOW i'm finally BACK...and yes with REVENGE. hoho (_joke)

i've been absent in school in about 2 weeks time. dang! that was long... i've missed a lot of lessons because i got sick and confined in the hospital for 4days and rest for about another week.

ang hirap magkasakit. t$@%$#%$^$^%&^%&&**(*()))

actually as i was typing this post, i still felt uncomforatble... but i can't stand it anymore... i wanna TYPE..i wanna talk..i wanna surf... i wanna live life again. okay!

madame akong na realize.... SOBRANG dame. sobrang dame kong na-appreciate. i was about to SURRENDER this fight.

yes!!!... i wanna STOP... that moment (while in ER)...hindi ko alam how to tell everything, what i was feeling at that time but if i can recall na, i will surely post it. something in me wanna STOP "daw" and like i was telling my reatives "ayoko na..." (parang ganun, sayang di-na-video...joke!)

right now, I just WANTED to LET my FRIENDS know that i'm okay, i'm fine, i'm recovering...

actually i'm kinda moody "daw" this past few days... yes I am... hindi ko sure kung magiging Bubbly bubbly pa ako, but i get irritated easily... effects siguro ng mga gamot cause i'm still taking my medications.. (grabe halo-halo na talaga post ko)

i'll be back on school on MONDAY... i'm not HAPPY at all... you know naman guys, how i hated school... (hahaha) i hate UE for some reasons.... (don't let me elaborate it)...

basta i'll be back... i'll try to live a NORMAL LIFE again... but this time mas IBA... mas meaningful...mas may kabuluhan... medyo moody na nga lang ako...(as if naman kaya ko toh.) haahaaha before kasi i got sick i got annoyed many times in UE which causes also some of my stresses that triggered my illness in my brain... (okay naman yung brain ko, according to MRI and CT-Scan)...Thank God.

actually, i have to let some stresses OUT of my system according to my neurologist... but that is too hard for me to do... ewan ko ba, masyado akong epal eh..lahat iSYU sa akin.... lahat pati assignment ng seatmate ko pinoproblema ko. hahahaha... pati ata jowa niya iniisip ko kung okay sila.... shocks... what waste!

right now, i really wanted to THANK all my friends who visited me sa hospital... THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS... i really appreciated it at sa lahat lahat lahat po ng nagtext... nag-alala (shocks parang artista) madameng salamat po...... i can't thank you enough... sa lahat.... hindi ko na didibdibin...madame pa tayong pagsasamahan no.... "I'm alive and ready to kick some butt."

Thank you LORD..for giving another chance....
I'm so grateful thankful happyful...lahat na...
hohohohohohoho

i'm not that 100% happy...kasi naman.... it is really my fault...
but i am 101% thankful to God , my family and my friends...

_shie

I LOVE YOU GOD.

(madame atang wrong spelling..pagbigyan nyu na ako sa spelling and grammar this time.i'm sick...lol...hohohoh)

19 May, 2009

Min-ho addict... Sun Hye fanatic





favorite kong pix ni jandi...soooocute


ahhhhhhhhhhhhh busy busihan ako

basta........


annyeong!!!!!!!!!!!


04 May, 2009

TECHY CHECK

Here are some of the REAL pictures.... (baka kasi sabihin GUNI-guni ko lang hahahaha... hmmm...)


okay... voila! hahahah.... i'm going to present my gadgets that I have after 20 years of existence in this world. yeah... MOST of them or actually ALL of them didn't come from my OWN MONEY... they are all GIFT from my one and only TATAY.. hehehe


i JUST notice that I didn't have any SINGLE things/gadget that i brought from my OWN... so let's count another 10 years and if still, i don't HAVE any thing that i bought from my own salary... then maybe i should commit suicide by then... hahaha

HERE are the GADGETS and there USEFUL-MOMETER and FUN-MOMETER.

Nikon Coolpix L10 camera.

> okay this one is OLD... and out styled all ready... but who cares? for a poor GIRL like me... this Nikon cam is so USEFUL enough to capture those WONDERFUL moments and some not so  NICE events that is happening to my not so BORING LIFE..

from pcworld.com:
"This 5-megapixel camera has a 3X optical zoom that's suitable for basic point-and-shoot photography. It has 15 scene modes for various lighting conditions, and a face-priority mode that optimizes the automatic focus for shots of human faces."
"Overall, the Coolpix L10 is an attractive package if you're looking for a simple camera that has a low price and that will fit in your pocket."

hey what's with the word CHEAP? hehehehe
anyway.... heres the meter:
USEFUL-MOMETER: 7/10
FUN-MOMETER: 6.5/10 (not bad eh?)

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Sony PlayStation Portable (PSP) Slim and Lite Series

> okay, who in the Philippines doesn't have this? hahaha maybe those people who bought Nintendo DS.
I know that PSP is not the most FAMOUS handheld game console in the world... but i would personally choose PSP given the chance to select between a PSP or a DS. hehehe... PSP for me is one of my favorite gadgets and one of the frequently used gadgets i have. I used it for PLAYING GAMES (of course) and for music and MOVIE thingy also. It is also handy, because i could actually bring it anywhere, anytime. You can actually buy a camera as an accessory for it and voila! it becomes an instant digicam... you could also used it to surf the net by a wireless fidelity network to have a connection and that's it you can surf the WWW. wow isn't that useful? actually i haven't tried this one yet (the internet thing)... I've just read it and post it. lol hahaha

USEFUL-MOMETER: 8/10
FUN-MOMETER: 8.5/10 (for a boring person like me, PSP is a lot of fun... heheheh)


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Cellphones

> okay, i have two cellphones, and "take note" they are OLD models... and out fashioned... i can't buy IPHONE..lol... and i really don't think i can use it because of the TOUCHSCREEN mode. hehehe i'm text-fanatic person so an ORDINARY cellphone would do. here are the two units i have: (me and my brother exchanged cp from time to time) hehehe ...
NOKIA 6233 and Samsung U600. The difference between the two, well NOKIA is more handy and easy to use especially when texting but the samsung is more useful when it comes to 
camera and music and the SLIM design also makes me feel "sosyal"... hehehehe
anyway, they are both USEFUL for communication and that is the reason why my father gave them to us mainly to communicate with the people we love. hehehe

USEFUL-MOMETER: 7/10
FUN-MOMETER: 7/10


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NOTEBOOK

> the notebook that i have is not the most expensive nor new model of laptops in town. but for me it is USEFUL and handy enough. for a student like me studying in an ordinary university this notebook (Acer aspire 2920z) can be helpful enough to do my tasks in school...

here are some of the things you need to consider when buying a laptop (for student) :

Students and others on a tight budget should look for a laptop that delivers the most bang for the buck. In particular, students need a notebook that is small and light enough to lug back and forth across campus but rugged enough to withstand bouncing around in a backpack.

Key Features
AMD Turion 64, AMD Turion 64 X2, Intel Core Duo, or Intel Core 2 Duo
At least 1GB of memory
Big hard drive to hold all those MP3s
DVD burner for backups and class projects
Wired and wireless networking for network-equipped classrooms and dorm rooms
Microsoft Windows Vista Home Premium or Apple Mac OS X
souce: reviews.cnet.com/laptop-buying-guide

Okay, I got all of the requirements needed.hehehe... actually some are HIGHER... lol....
for writing a program, adobe phtoshop and flash, playing sims2 or 3(soon) or just surfing the NET, well acer aspire really does the job... ^___^....  typing notes and burning dvd's would be easy too...
this is really USEFUL to an I.T. peepz like me... hehehe

USEFUL-MOMETER: 9/10
FUN-MOMETER: 9/10

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i would like to thank my DAD, TATAY, PAPA, PUDRA, for everything...
hehehe

I still wanna buy a lot of things, but for now. I would simply be contented. I don't want to ask again and again, I wanted to PROVIDE for my OWN and also GIVE my parents the things they deserve, so for now, I would study so HARD and use all this gadget to help me REACH my GOAL (potek ang drama)... hahahaha

 

02 May, 2009

pa habol....

bwiseeeet kasi yang FAKE na yan eh...


hahahaha

nag mukha tuloy akong T-A-N-G=a

gagaga.... lady gaga..

pa habol may bago na akong IDOL 

eto :

pattylaurel.blogspot.com


ang GALING niya... THE BEST... COOOOOOOOOOL............


FAKE?...

huwaw... grabe ang fast ng panahon... MAY na! at xet naman ang boba ko pa rin magpost... hahahaha anyway, nais kong magpasalamat sa mga NAGBABASA ng BLOG ko... at nagviview ng FRIENDSTER kong inaamag na... hahaha


bakit naman ganyan yung TITLE ng post ko?
wala lang... pang attract... hahaha JOKE!

anu ba yan ang ulan ulan... nakakainis.... !

anyway... dun na tayo mag focus sa title ng post ko..

FAKE...

sa dictionary eto ang mga meaning:
FAKE-
[noun] something that is a counterfeit; not what it seems to be
[noun] a person who makes deceitful pretenses
[verb] make a copy of with the intent to deceive
[adjective] not genuine or real; being an imitation of the genuine article

yes alam ko na... hahaha nagsearch pa ako sa google.

actually may kwento ako...

meron kasi akong kilalang BLOGGER... yeah blogger... na super COOL ng blog niya. actually FAN niya na nga ako... ang galing niyang magpost about mga INSPIRATIONAL thoughts or yung mga natututunan niya sa buhay niya tapos ang galing pang mag english.. in short ang GALING niya...
super palagi kong binabasa yung mga POST niya kasi nakakatuwa at nakaka inspire.
yun pala... HINDI sa kanyang CONCEPT yun o kaya halatang may pinag-gagayahan siya.

nagsearch ako ng BLOG, nakakita ako ng isang blog ng FAMOUS na artista at NAPANSIN ko na PAREHO sila.... aw!
halos pareho ng KWENTO, ng style at ng concept... nong mabasa ko yung sa artista agad kong naisip o naalala yung blogger na yun. hmmm.... kaya pala.... may pinag gagayahan pala siya!

PROUD pa naman ako sa kanya... at tiyka napansin ko rin medyo hindi na makatotohanan yung pinopost niya, na puro pag YAYABANG na lang(lately). harooooohhh....
so in short DAKILANG FAKE siya.... alam ko naman na normal lang na may kapareho ang isang tao. pero di ba? kahit gaano natin gayahin ang iba... lalabas pa rin na may something UNIQUE pa rin sa gawa mo. eh yung kanya halos TRYING HARD VERSION noong sa ARTISTA.... tsk...
nakakatawa siya.
super FAKE nung ginagawa niya...
may mga binago naman siyang CONCEPT kaso yung style talaga...at yung mga "words" nung artista ginaya pa talaga... what a SORE LOSER...!!!

FAKE.FAKE.FAKE.

never na akong magbabasa ng post niya. infairness hindi na rin siya nag popost...
baka nalaman na niya na ALAM na ng mga tao...

para sa akin... okay lang na mag idolo o gayahin ang ibang tao lalo na kung ginagawa mong inspirasyon ang mga ito, pero sana give that PERSON the RECONIGTION or CREDIT he/she deserves... ano ba naman yung i-mention niya na si ______ ang inspiration niya di ba? kasi parang kina-claim niya na KANYA ang hindi KANYA....

anyway BLOG ito... you can say whay you want. whether it is REAL or NOT.
everyone is entitle to his/her own OPINION and life.

pero ako inis ako sa kanya..
siguro kasi dahil NATUWA ako sa kanya... yun pala...hindi siya TOTOO... (nahurt lang me...hehehe)

ang korni ng post ko... pero i'm just telling it kasi disappointed talaga ako... hay...