INVISIBLE....

Isabella Marie Swan.

She is my IDOL. yeah right... sino bang hindi? Everyone likes her, everybody loves her, every girl wants to be in her position.

After reading Twilight, I got read the next book which is New Moon.
New Moon is actually about, Bella and Edward's break-up.
I really like the part when Edward was leaving Bella, I could felt the pain and hardships that Bella was going through....

YEAH RIGHT!


hahahah

Do you know the song BETTER IN TIME by Leona Lewis?
It is perfect for Bella, when she tried to cope with the pain that Edward had cause to her.

"Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time"

Actually, MAHIRAP, masakit at MATAGAL ang proseso ng paghilom ng isang pusong nasugatan! di ba naman mama?

Masarap magmahal.... masaya... kaso may kapalit ang lahat.

I've loved one man in my life unconditionally.... no need to mention his name, kasi PRIVATE na tao yun.
My love for him was superb, extreme and unconditional....
Unconditional, kasi noong time na yun, kahit anoung sakit, pagsubok at kapahamakan ang idulot ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya SIGE LANG ako ng SIGE.
I don't care sa lahat... Wala akong pakialam kahit mawala ang lahat, HUWAG lang siya!

Bata pa ako noon... Oo naman... bata pa naman ako eh.... Kaso naniniwala ako na kahit pa sabihin nila na puppy love lang ang mga naging bf ko noon, eh alam ko na yung pagmamahal na naramdaman ko noon ay totoo at wagas na rin naman.

Wala kasi yan sa EDAD, nasa TAO yan. Ano man ang AGE mo, kung nagmamahal ka, NAGMAMAHAL ka! di ba ate?

Actually, it's been two years since I had committed to any relationship.
TWo YEARS of BEING sinGLe... "ALL THE SINGLE LADIES PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!!"
TWo years of NO REGRETS just REALIZATION.

Realization na, HINDI ko kailangan magmadali, hindi ko kailangan mangolekta ng lalaki at HINDI ko kailangan maghanap ng PERFECT PARTNER.

ALL i HAVE to DO is to PREPARE mySELF to BE A MATURE Person!
ako dapat ang maging HANDA...

naalala ko tuloy si Bella, actually, HINDI siya yung tipo ng tao na naghahanap. PERO dumating si EDWARD sa buhay niya ng hindi niya inaasahan... Winner di ba?

In God's time.... I will be in-love again...

"With shaky legs, ignoring the fact that my action was useless, I followed him into the forest. The evidence of his path had disappeared instantly. There were no footprints, the leaves were still again, but I walked forward without thinking. I could not do anything else. I had to keep moving. If I stopped looking for him, it was over. Love, life, meaning… over."
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, p.73