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Ohhhhh my Gossshhh/.... wtf.wth.wtn.... shocks...!! lol
woooooooohhh
i'm back guys... i've been gone for a very long time in this little space of mine and NOW i'm finally BACK...and yes with REVENGE. hoho (_joke)
i've been absent in school in about 2 weeks time. dang! that was long... i've missed a lot of lessons because i got sick and confined in the hospital for 4days and rest for about another week.
ang hirap magkasakit. t$@%$#%$^$^%&^%&&**(*()))
actually as i was typing this post, i still felt uncomforatble... but i can't stand it anymore... i wanna TYPE..i wanna talk..i wanna surf... i wanna live life again. okay!
madame akong na realize.... SOBRANG dame. sobrang dame kong na-appreciate. i was about to SURRENDER this fight.
yes!!!... i wanna STOP... that moment (while in ER)...hindi ko alam how to tell everything, what i was feeling at that time but if i can recall na, i will surely post it. something in me wanna STOP "daw" and like i was telling my reatives "ayoko na..." (parang ganun, sayang di-na-video...joke!)
right now, I just WANTED to LET my FRIENDS know that i'm okay, i'm fine, i'm recovering...
actually i'm kinda moody "daw" this past few days... yes I am... hindi ko sure kung magiging Bubbly bubbly pa ako, but i get irritated easily... effects siguro ng mga gamot cause i'm still taking my medications.. (grabe halo-halo na talaga post ko)
i'll be back on school on MONDAY... i'm not HAPPY at all... you know naman guys, how i hated school... (hahaha) i hate UE for some reasons.... (don't let me elaborate it)...
basta i'll be back... i'll try to live a NORMAL LIFE again... but this time mas IBA... mas meaningful...mas may kabuluhan... medyo moody na nga lang ako...(as if naman kaya ko toh.) haahaaha before kasi i got sick i got annoyed many times in UE which causes also some of my stresses that triggered my illness in my brain... (okay naman yung brain ko, according to MRI and CT-Scan)...Thank God.
actually, i have to let some stresses OUT of my system according to my neurologist... but that is too hard for me to do... ewan ko ba, masyado akong epal eh..lahat iSYU sa akin.... lahat pati assignment ng seatmate ko pinoproblema ko. hahahaha... pati ata jowa niya iniisip ko kung okay sila.... shocks... what waste!
right now, i really wanted to THANK all my friends who visited me sa hospital... THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS... i really appreciated it at sa lahat lahat lahat po ng nagtext... nag-alala (shocks parang artista) madameng salamat po...... i can't thank you enough... sa lahat.... hindi ko na didibdibin...madame pa tayong pagsasamahan no.... "I'm alive and ready to kick some butt."
Thank you LORD..for giving another chance....
I'm so grateful thankful happyful...lahat na...
hohohohohohoho
i'm not that 100% happy...kasi naman.... it is really my fault...
but i am 101% thankful to God , my family and my friends...
_shie
I LOVE YOU GOD.
(madame atang wrong spelling..pagbigyan nyu na ako sa spelling and grammar this time.i'm sick...lol...hohohoh)