30 August, 2009

EX?

okay..


*inhale----------exhale*!!!

lintek.

MY LIFE is SO PEACEFUL... until he pops again like a mushroom...came from no where..

DUH.... i hate to say this but HE's really annoying!

inadd ako sa FACEBOOK tapos nakipag chat... hindi naman talaga ako MATARAY.. pero umpisa palang ng conversation iba na ang kutob ko...

siya daw si AXE... kilala ko daw siya... eh tanang buhay ko I've never met a person named AXE..

yun pala siya daw ang EX ko...

sagot ko: "WALA AKONG EX.!"


okay.. hindi ako bitter duh its been 3 years or more, andami na nangyari, andami ko na nakilala, I'm at the point where okay na ang LL ko, tahimik na ang buhay ko.wag lang talaga akong guguluhin ng mga taong HINDI MARUNONG mag-sorry! ... I've move-on with him.. ang kinaiinisan ko lang.. FAKE NAME ... pa ginamit niya! eto pa... AFTER all what he did to me those CHEATING stuff and heart break events... NEVER as in NEVER pa siyang NAG-SORRY!!!!

all I'm asking is a SINCERE SORRY and he can't even say/do it....

so Mr. AXE or AARON wtf.. JUST GET A LIFE...

nakita ko pa puro justice-007 ang friends niya sa facebook... sore loser talaga!
wala ba siyang friends? as in OWN FRIENDS?


I don't hate him... I'm just annoyed by his presence.. It's hard to explain... kasi the pain he gave to me 3 years ago are healed yet it leaves a scar in my life.

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hay.. ayan gumaan na pakiramdam ko...

kung nag sorry sana siya, eh di OKAY na.. kaso HINDI eh...

we are neighbors but we can never be friends!

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18 August, 2009

.Sad.

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through

It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong


And I'd do anything for you
I'll play your game
You've hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying

I'd still do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye..

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

I will do anything for you...



(a space for you...and for me...T_T )

05 August, 2009

just sad...Aug.5....=(

sobrang lungkot naman ng araw na to.... not just because today is mrs.aquino's burial but because...my tampuhan...lol


wala lang...parang yung last post ko... happiness...ngayon sadness...

kalungkot.. i know it's my fault... i am pushing him away... (push him away)... siyempre drama lang yun... tina try ko lang kung determine talaga siya...hoho...kaso nasobrahan na ata... ayun...
=(
waaaahh... i can't think of anything to say...

"Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to"



PS: he's also human.

01 August, 2009

This is it???.....!

This is it ?


Is this really is it?

lol

okay..okay... got my two exams last Saturday...wooooh HEAVY DUTY lol
ang hirap... pero madali (gulo ko) lalo na pag ang seatmate mo ang HARI ng KOPYAHAN sa UE...hahaha

thanks to him and to my notes na open namin ng bonggang bongga at naperfect ang mga dates sa HISTORY ng ___________... hahahah hope my prof would not read this...lol


okay... i'm back sa school...i'm happy some of my classmates do missed me "daw"... lol

yung iba naman akala nag-drop na daw ako...hoho

anyways... lets move on...


i wanna share something..lol
di ko alam kung nakakakilig ito o nakaka-jologs...

i think i'm falling...lol (parang gagu talaga....nakakasuya ata...hahah)
akala ko si Ms. NUMB to the tenth power na ako....hoho
but this time is different... iba siya...iba ako... lol
he's a cute guy, smart, witty, taas ng humor, at sobrang mushy...lol
we've known each other for awhile.taena niya!!! sabi niya na LOVE at first sight daw siya... bwahahaah (akala mo naman kagandahan ako...pooootek)
sobrang talino niya...(leche) for example nag uusap lang kami about TICKLE or kiliti aba inexplain talaga sa akin paano ka nakikiliti (biology topic) as in...puro nerves and so much science stuff na di ko na ma-recall yung iba... hahahah

ayoko talaga ng ganitong feeling...hmmmm..... ayoko pang ma-in-love...eeehhhhh
pero i can't stop naman ang aking puso kung talagang ma-iinlove na ako... taena.
siguro nasa 40% na ang love ko sa kanya... hahaha
mataas na rin yan..lol

he's 5'8 nga pala...hay.... lintek na height ko kasi,,,, and he's 20 years old too... oooohhhh no more child abuse.... he's taking up BS ECONOMICS in ________________ (secret) hahahah

wag sanang maudlot ang binulgar kong ka-jologsan...
masaya din na my companion ka... pero siyempre wala naman ako sa desperate mode ngayon... hoho...

kung magiging kami...eh di .....---- COOL
kung hindi,,,, mas COOL. .. hahaha

lol


+JOLOGS MODE+

_shie