making LIFE beautiful...

ok...ok...ok...

yeah right... YOU'RE RIGHT... (my LIFE is not beautiful...)
bakit ikaw beautiful LIFE MO?

hindi din.... actually LIFE IS NOT THAT NICE....
pero it will be NICE if you've decided to make it NICE...

in short... ikaw ang GUMAGAWA ng BUHAY MO....

worst...okey I THINK my LIFE IS WORST....

yeah... minsan gusto kong i-try magdrawing sa pulso ko gamit ang blade...
minsan gusto kong magvitamins ng moth balls....
minsan gusto kong maglasing ng muratic acid...................adik????
gawain yun ng ADIK! eh teka adik ba ako???

oh xa.....hindi ako EMO today... actually... I FEEL GOOD...
I FEEL rejuvinated... I feel HAPPY...

bakit???? kasi there are things that MAKES my LIFE BEAUTIFUL..

1. MY FAMILY....
sila ang cause ng sadness ko most of the time, pero sila rin ang reason kung bakit nagiging HAPPY ang LIFE ko.... we are not the happy FAMILY effect... we are far from each other, we don't have big houses, we don't have nice cars, we don't travel that much..... but in my heart and soul... i'm thankful that GOD had given me this family..... My family and the struggles we faced made me the person i am right now...........



2. MY FRIENDS
ganito ah.... when I say FRIENDS isa lang naaalala ko... my highschool friends... my JUSTICE friends.... sila lang.... sila ang mga kaibigan ko.... meron din namang iba.. pero they are the one I consider my TRUE FRIENDS.... ang sarap ng feeling na most of them are NOW matured enough... nagshe-share na kami ng problems... we can talk everything under the sun.. we can travel...we can say what we feel... we can be OURSELVES without hesitation... yun, yung essence ng FRIENDSHIP eh.... showing the REAL you and still your FRIENDS loves you and accepts you.... SAYA diba?



3. EXPERIENCES
grabe andame ko na talaga experiences sa buhay.... pwede ng pang-MMK...
winner... keber lang... hahahah super lahat na ata ng SAKIT sa PUSO, lahat na ng masasakit na salita.....pati mga life threathening moments na-experienced ko na... yung tipong minsan talaga...mapapatanong ka? PELIKULA BA TOH? kasi ang weird....
itong LIIT kong toh...di ako makapaniwala nakasurvive ako.... kahit muka na akong sumusuko... kahit bulgar ko ng sinasabi na ayoko na.... eto ako LUMALABAN pa din.. ewan ko saan ako kumukuha ng strength...pero feeling ko... God is giving me the WILL... yung WILL... will na tinatago ko pero kusa pa ding lumalabas...




okay... HINDI ako OPTIMISTIC na tao...
NEGATIVE thinker ako.... ayoko kasi madisappoint sa huli...
gusto ko I'm always ready to face the WORST in my LIFE.....
ewan ko ba.... maybe GOD really have plans for me....
alam ko nagiging PARIWARA na ako minsan.... cause sometimes nagta-try ako ng mga bagay na alam kong hindi TAMA...pero alam kong makakatulong sa aking PAGKATAO.
gaya ng pag absent sa klase... minsan umaabsent ako, pero BELIEVE ME... matindi yung dahian bakit ko nagagawa yun....


nagpapaliwanag pa ako eh noh?

SANA hindi MAG SAWA yung mga taong mahal ko na mahalin din ako...

iwan na ako ng lahat...wag lang ng pamilya ko Kaibigan ko... at ni God..

I love you family
I love you friends
I love you God...